NEW YEAR eve!!!
another year passed...
gettin older... =.="
but DUN FEEL
like wanna celebrate it


coz
i'm stuck at home
at tis hour
countin SURVEY
& FGI analysis~~~

COMPLAININ like SHIT!!!!

DAMN SAD~~~~~
(wad i can xpress now)

some1 didnt blieve i hav prob
wit my damn leg

dat's why I DIDN'T GO TRAINING!!!
all i can say
YES, I LUV WUSHU!!! (but i dun un chinese la)

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n my damn member FUKIN LIE to ME!!!
at least dey manage 2 settle before dead-line
*lighten my mood a little*

LORD... since Encore had end... i wanna giv thankz to YOU... i noe u had always protect me, LORD... especially those night when i had 2 drive bac... i slept thrice went i drove *i think is thrice or mayb more*... thx LORD... there's no accident at all or almost kena... it still puzzled me~~ YOU had watched over me... i HAD grow in wisdom durin d event... not in CHRISTIANITY but in other aspect of life... u had given me COURAGE to face some prob occured durin d progress...

MUVEEss CRAZE!!!! *ppl giler bout clothes.. i giler muveess...*
past few days... get some hols.... feed myself wit MUVEES!!!!! ^^, manage 2 catch 4 muvees... T.T... tis week --> assign submission. another week --> presentation..

story line is quite interestin...
wad put me off?!?!?!
is how dey decided to film it...
=.=" d way it film is d same way like CLOVER-FIELD...
@_@
RATING: 5/10

WUSHU rockzz!!!
one of the best martial art muvee...
obviously dey can't alter much from the original life of IP MAN
manage to film it well when der's fighting goin on..
RATING: 9/10 *recommended*


vampires + human.... (is d trend)
oh well.... typical kind of story when u read lots of vampire story
1st time in cinema... manage to put it off well
those who read d book, said d muvee sucks...
well 4 me... i'll say is NICE coz havent manage to get d book
my opinion before readin d book
RATING: 8/10 *recommended*



HILARIOUS muvee!!!
laugh ur ass out~~~
any1 need a laughin medicine, tis is 4 u...
story line different from others...
n say YES to everythin!!! xD
RATING: 8/10 *recommended*

NEXT UP!!!!!

goin 2 watch tis 1 2day!!!! hohoho...
after tis, bac to my world full of assign~~~~ T.T

HAPPY BURTHDAY, JESUS!!!!

geeezzz... kinda late... nway wanna wish MERRY CHRISTMAS 2 every1 who passed by my blog... jus goin 2 giv my personal view of everythin... d TRUE MEANING of CHRISTMAS...

i'm d christian known by many as 2nd gen christian... it means dat ur parents is originally christian... n u simply follow dem....

my frenz once asked me, "Why i am a christian?!" LORD.. sorry 4 dat time i'm being ignorant... for wad i answer was a terrible answer... i probed in2 d ques... n i found out dat i'm the one who choose to BELIEVE in you nt bcoz of my parents...

4 i'm a proud human and dont simply trust in any1 tat hold no image... to ask me 2 believe some1 who doesn't exist... my arrogant side jus dun allow it...

i was once a strayed lamb.. cant c d meaning of life.. i'm terribly lost...

when i choose to have faith in you, believe in you... i see life differently... now tryin 2 make other ppl life to c d diff side of life... but there's more 4 me 2 learn... but i still cant preach 2 any1... coz i dun hav d heart to do it... but now i'm livin my life to the fullest...

i saw wad u can do to ppl who choose to believe in YOU... yes LORD you changed their life 4ever... i witnessed it TWICE... 4 their heart had settle... i heard many testimonies that i lost count how many of it... but ME myself is a LIVIN TESTIMONIAL of your work... dat's enugh for me... i followed ur word not dat i have to follow but i deemed dat's d right decision to make...

end of d day... i did somethin dat's worth to called it a day... but not everytime is a smooth one... LORD, you were there to guide me... even though sometime i ignore it... i jus have to reach out & hear deep within my heart...

LEVI's & "great" DAY!!!!!

went 4 C2 presentation.... one of d group did LEVI'S... c how dey deco d class n their presentation... most importantly.. ms serene comment~~~ >.<"

boy model, Ah Wingz... yeng lor...

gal model, Jo-N..... cun?!?! ^.^

presentation start off wit ah pao~~~

audience on my right... haihz... every1 luv LEFT side...

commercial break.... cute leh... ah yang show 2 me...
zha dao...

Ah Yang & SC

LEVI'S ppl!!!! line up 2 kena "shoot"

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bac 2 my car... wanna eat breakfast...
suddenly...

WHY?!?!? (spec version of me)

cantik punya RANTAI!!!

d proof dat is MY CAR~~~ T.T

dey tengah njoy.. i kena tortured...
RM5 kena denda...
park kat staff space.....

Meng Yew takin my x-pression... =.="

while waitin 4 my frenz 2 take some stuffz from d classroom... waited in d car... around d area is kinda haunted... but is day-light... den i think bout tis...

Is it human only dare to be in the open
Where there's sun-light
And their eyes can scan the surrounding
Which human use to conquer everything in their path
Without any fear

How bout night?
Where absolute darkness surround human
Human eyes ain't that bright like a cat's eyes
Human fear for surrounding they can't see & felt exposed?!?!
Is it that's why the human fear night
for that particular reason

ONE WONDERS.....

ENCORE end!!!! is kinda late 4 it rite...

well... it happened!!! 23rd Dec 08.... at least everythin goes well wit d stage.... ppl win n ppl lose... since ENCORE over, so will b our dendam n hatred for any1... *dats wad i hope* n tryin my best to hilang-kan all the bad ones... LOL... ta-da!!! here's d picz....

Rain, Lu Yin, Sarah, Tabby & ME!!!!

BOTAK shaun & others...

Here comes d COMMITTEEss.... >.<"... dunno how may times v take picz...

all of us wit d crewzz....

&.... i met bac TT ppl!!! YEHH
chen yee, ah seng, & also wei hao....
TT still rock d stage, rite guyz???

omg!!!! ANGIE (rite)
wore dress~~~ xD

LOVE is KIND (part 2) [start from LOVE is KIND pt. 1] *kat old post* 17th DEC 08

A kind person is compassionate and he seeks to ease another person’s pain. He takes the time to soothe another person’s anxieties, fears or anger. He uplifts the down-hearted and the discouraged with kind words. He knows that a kind word is often sufficient to make a sad person smile.

A kind heart is a friendly heart. Thus he extends kindness by being a friend. He shares their concerns and their sufferings. He listens patiently. He offers the glad hand of friendship and extends goodwill towards others. So do I hasten to search out his virtues whenever I happen to see his faults? Remember, there is no happiness like that of a person whose heart is filled with goodwill towards others.


One thing a kind person always avoids is to hurt others with his criticism and sick jokes. Although some people will take advantage of our kindness, we should never be afraid to be kind since kindness will do us no harm, brings us no bitterness and cause us no regrets.

Henri Nouwen tells us, “Being kind is a human attribute. When we say, ‘She is a kind person’ or ‘He surely was kind to me,’ we express a very warm feeling. In our competitive and often violent world, kindness is not the most frequent response. But when we encounter it we know that we are blessed.

Is it possible to grow in kindness, to become a kind person? Yes, but it requires discipline. To be kind means to treat another person as your ‘kin,’ your intimate relative. We say, ‘We are kin’ or ‘He is next to kin.’ To be kind is to reach out to someone as being of ‘kindred’ spirit.


Here is the great challenge. All people, whatever their color, religion, or sex, belong to humankind and are called to be kind to one another, treating one another as brothers and sisters. There is hardly a day in our lives in which we are not called to this.” (Bread for the Journey, Feb 4)


cont... --> Love is kind (pt. 3)

EVE of Encore...

prog master asked us 2 arrive at 9am... "yah ritttee"... when i reach oledi late.. mana tau~~~ onli 5 ppl arrive... chehhh... betta i sleep den.. den went off 2 class, bac at 2pm... so happy can start rehearse d prog flow... entered in.... SHOCKED!!!! i'm like WTH~~~ stage dept onli complete settin up d stage n put d frame~~~ WHERE's BACK-DROP?!?!?!? fuk betul... still on d process... I'M NOT GOIN 2 COMPLAIN... tryin 2 keep my cool...

den later... havin like mic testin n dancers testing stage... can say like a quater-rehearsal... COMMITTEEs, sittin down n tengok show jugak!!! =.="... prog master n chair-lady sitting somewhere n x bagi comment... MY BOSS did everythin~~~ oohhh.. me bhind helpin stage... SWT is d onli suitable wordz...

n THX JEFF!!!! he dares 2 comment us even though he's not d comm... i'm thankful 4 it~~~ coz he's like a drive dat make us d COMM feel like we shuld have meetin n discussion bout d probs goin on in d COMM itself... n i FELT REGRET for not tellin it earlier!!!!!

among all d activities i participate.... TIS YEAR ENCORE not gud at all... everythin late in schedule!!! SUPER LATE...

n comm dun hav any discipline to come early n do proper job... prog master too soft.... chair-man ada muka prob plak... bagus nyer~~~

much things to settle but onli have a little time... feel like "NOT" screamin at all...

we had drama presentation in class... some boyz acted lik dey're not BOYZ.... *evil grin* n dey're HOTTIE BABES... >.<" enjoy it!!!!

INTRO~~~~ 4 galz (kevin, ying loong, & meng yew).... fu yoh~~~~ wit our tutor~~~

gavin who's always wit a mirror... dat reflect his hair... xD... known as LA-LA/C-HAM...

d "NURSE"

testin d boobs~~~

Jia Jun always so giler.... n d guy who sleep in d class~~~ oppsss... tersilap he's a gal... :P

Pearly helpin JJ wit BOOBS...

d firm-ness of new BOOBS~~~

dia tengah njoy smokin n b a GAL.. =.="

wai kit HAMSAP!!!!

lastly~~~~ who appear in d drama so many times... helpin other gyroups 2e b minolr character...

SHAUN!!!!! now as Mr. Stanley

Last 3 days *if i'm not mistaken* must have been the saddest day of my life.... jus an event can make me damn sad coz of some matters make them haihzz... need 2 support them even though is mmg their fault...

i CRIED... yes... i noe!!! i CRIED!!! continuously 15 mins... coz 2 parties r my frenz... finalist & committees... YA!! i blame committee for a sucky management... finalist u r totally correct but i hav 2 b in comm side since i'm one of dem... n dat makes it reali SUCKS~~~

yes i'm VELI VELI emo now... haihz.... event is on tis comin TUES!! n also for ERIC ajak me go event but leave me der mcm noob... hhmmpphhh!!!! is ENCORE 08!... come support us *lolz.. promotin kat sini plak* emo-ness can jangkit punya... WARNING!!!! hohoho...

At first i'm like super emo... when i read bout LUV is KIND from my mail...

i'm like wonderin 2 myself why i'm emo-ing?!?

read until the end den some-how my heavy burden of emo-ness being lifted up

i felt kinda light...

so happy~~~ thx LORD... is always mysterious on how you do ur workz...

now i wana share wit u d mail i received..

for those NON-CHRISTIAN, u guyz can BROWSE thru

take it like ANOTHER STORY... coz is reali WORTH READIN...

Let's FIND OUT wad's true bout LUV!!!!!

I'M NOT PREACHING~~~

jus wanna share... coz sharing is caring!!! ^^,

Love is Kind
St Paul says, “Love is kind” (1 Corinthians 13:4 TEV).
A loving heart is a kind heart. Thus a kind person strives to make others happy. When he does good work for others he is kind. A kind person blesses others and when he blesses others he blesses himself.

Unfortunately, he often forgets to bless himself at home. He forgets to be kind to his family members! How? He performs with a sour face or neglects the family activities such as:
· Encourage each other
· Cheer each other
· Share time together
· Smile at each other
· Talk to each other
· Have meals together
· Help in the cooking
· Wash up after the meals
· Vacuum the home
· Hang up the washing
· Give up, readily, his favourite TV program to other
· Share the computer
· Give a listening ear, etc


Since all Christians are called and challenged to be kind, how do we show kindness? Kindness shows itself by being generous, compassionate, and friendly.

A kind heart is a generous heart. A kind hearted person is generous with his time, money, advice and knowledge. His generosity is kind, when he does it:
· privately---done not to be seen by others.
· sensitively---done with great consideration for the dignity and the feelings of the recipient.
· unselfishly--done not to seek praise, publicity or rewards in return.


St Paul reminds us that, “Whoever shares with others should do it generously; . . . whoever shows kindness to others should do it cheerfully.” (Romans 12:8 TEV)


TO BE CONT..... :D (Love is kind "Part 2")

My heart is not as strong as it looks
Being torn into pieces
Time by time
Being torn by choices
Why would I have heart that seems so fragile
I'll fall for anyone or
Fall out with anyone in a short time
I don't have the heart to maintain it
I'm sucks in it and I admit
If you can give me a heart that is strong
I'll be glad to receive it
Just to put me out from this misery

Never had a serious heart
That would stand for a long time
Because is just not me
So just leave me alone
Dont't show me any emotions
The only request from me
And it would be better for everyone
Because I have the coldest heart
You ever met in a human

EASY to like someone

HARD to love someone

HARDER to continue to love someone for the rest of the time~~~

fuk!!!! damn EMO now... thx to "my dear" giv me hear EMO songs~~ n eric keep on saying emo rockz and his emo-ness lately jangkit to me oledi... haihzz...

*mayb comin up wit more poem... dat reflect to life... c my mood n inspiration...*

SO SICK of luv.... by Ne-Yo

CAM-LOVER

while waitin for some of our class-matez finish their assign... wat did d others do to spend time!??! polish their CAM-WHORE session~~~~ *wink*

obviously... JOJO has d biggest eyes... >.<


my "dear" forced me 2 do tis cute-sy hand... =.="


at d right... our CRAPPER...


T.T... "dear" say i look like TB... wtf~~~

all of us joinin in... *jojo n my "dear" kacau LA*