Tuesday, December 16, 2008

My heart is not as strong as it looks
Being torn into pieces
Time by time
Being torn by choices
Why would I have heart that seems so fragile
I'll fall for anyone or
Fall out with anyone in a short time
I don't have the heart to maintain it
I'm sucks in it and I admit
If you can give me a heart that is strong
I'll be glad to receive it
Just to put me out from this misery

Never had a serious heart
That would stand for a long time
Because is just not me
So just leave me alone
Dont't show me any emotions
The only request from me
And it would be better for everyone
Because I have the coldest heart
You ever met in a human
EASY to like someone
HARD to love someone
HARDER to continue to love someone for the rest of the time~~~

fuk!!!! damn EMO now... thx to "my dear" giv me hear EMO songs~~ n eric keep on saying emo rockz and his emo-ness lately jangkit to me oledi... haihzz...

*mayb comin up wit more poem... dat reflect to life... c my mood n inspiration...*

SO SICK of luv.... by Ne-Yo

Monday, December 15, 2008

CAM-LOVER

while waitin for some of our class-matez finish their assign... wat did d others do to spend time!??! polish their CAM-WHORE session~~~~ *wink*

obviously... JOJO has d biggest eyes... >.<


my "dear" forced me 2 do tis cute-sy hand... =.="


at d right... our CRAPPER...


T.T... "dear" say i look like TB... wtf~~~


all of us joinin in... *jojo n my "dear" kacau LA*
Emotions running deep down my veins
What I felt?!?!
Deep down my heart
Sad? Happy? Anger? Frustration?
What's this emotion I felt??
I been throwing around by people
Up, down, left, right
Every direction that existed
Can I be good enough to ask them to stop?
Will I have the heart to provoke the question?
Why I did it?
I need a reason
WHY....


another RANDOM RANDOM poem/sonnet or wad-eva u called tis... has nuthin 2 do wit me or frenz around me...
new hair-STYLE

i CUT my hair!!!! i look kewl in it.. LUVIN IT...


mayb not dat kewl *try to rendah diri*... but much more betta den last 1~~~~ u can refer to older post!! >.<"

Sunday, December 14, 2008

COMPLETELY miserable LIFE~~~

OK!!! Let's complain bout how miserable my life is... basically der's onli coll, coll, coll~~~~ T.T

mornin -- nite --> in coll (study, events, meetings)
nite -- late nite --> assign, assign.. result *sleepin in lec hall*
tis cont till FRIDAY...

SAT & SUN...
not much fun either... need 2 attend workshops till JAN!!!
den work part-time 2...
@_@.....

when i rest?!?!?! i dunno~~~~ n PY wonder where i get my energy all d time?!?! i wonder 2~~~

countdown: ENCORE 9 days..
finalz one month lg..

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

the absence of blogging.... reali felt when each time i visit my blog... wit d same post for d past few weeks!!!!! n now i had to do somethin wit it!! so, ppl!!!!

M.A.N (Martial Arts Nite Fund Raisin) *tis is ancient.... shhhh!!! jus need 2 let u guyz y i cant blog coz too tired (100% truth-ness)*

our booth for MAN!!! YEHH~~


d LADY "boss" in green~~~ xD




formal pose!!


WEI JYE punya kerja!!!


hao hao arrangin how v suppose to pose...


wushu pose!!! ini yeng LA~~~


afta fund raisin buat assign~~