Realize~~~

i had realized tat when i went in2 my coll life.... somehow, it changed my life n me myself.... i dunno wat i felt... did i change?!?! is tis wat i reali wan in life?!?! it seems tat i enjoyed my coll life but then is it wat i 1?!?! i dunno.... it seems so blur... when it came down wit all d details... i admit tat i got some real nice frenz n kewl experience... so wat am i lookin in my life?!?!? jus can't think... wan bac my freedom?!? live d life tat i had in my past?!? it doesn't seem rite 2 me 2 cont 2 live like tis...

i hav few priorities in my hands 4 now... do well in finalz... manage M.A.N... show 2 some1 tat i can take up d challenge... tats gud enugh 4 any1 to look forward to life... but deep down my heart... keep on askin myself: y do i live? wat's d purpose of me livin? do i truly enjoy each moment?

i count bac d memories i had durin coll life.... i dun hav any sweet memories tat i can truly cherish... well... u can say mayb TT is d onli 1... haihz.... out of wordz.... i do enjoy d changes tat i done durin coll life... jus watever.... late nite can make ppl 2 turn 2 "oh-so-emo" state...

p.s --> jus random complain n chantin of mine....